While my guilt could never be outmatched by another emotion triggered by reminders of you, anger likes to sneak in from the sidelines Anger like none I have ever felt, targeted less at you than at the unanswerable questions you left me with. You must laugh when you see me in your mind's eye, because I feel your mockery through the one-sided bond between us I created to cope with your absence. I know you'll never feel my pain oozing from this letter, because you'll never again be within arm's reach to read it. You would rather we had never known one another, so that you never had to witness my kind of intolerable disgrace of a meat sack.įor I was so insufferably pathetic that I pushed you away. I know you want to erase any and every trace of the blotch I made on your up-and-up life.

Mitch Parkinson I Dont Want Your Man by Crystal Clark (prod. Now, no matter how much I change, grow, and morph into the strength I didn't know I always had, it will never be truly worth it. im drowning, let me breathe im better off all by myself though im feelin kinda. I'm sorry for being the coward that I was when it mattered. Guilt bares it's ever growing canines if I so much as glimpse you in my mind's eye, let alone poke at the memories that I still cherish. Though I don't deserve the mercy, I wish you had done it sooner. It should be out there.You were smart to ditch me. I have an mp3 of it saved and am going ro put it to a video and then up on my SKZX rumble channel. There were a few dozen songs including sonofabush, 10secondfreefall, whatwouldyoudo, bushkilla, the best mix ever of 'message from sponsor' (Jello Biafra) aka 'Martial Law' - 'This territory is now under MARTIAL LAW ' - it was a hard rock mix, but not the Black Sabbath or the Ice T one.

I tried internet archive using key song titles oof other songs there as they were spelled after downloads - but nothing.

There was a site I visited in the mid 2000s that had all sorts of free downloadable protest/resistance/truth songs where I dl'd it. It's not the band FEAR's song made famous in RepoMan. dum duh dum dum.Let's have a war, it doesn t matter if we're wrong or if we're right.I've got a feelin, it could happen pretty soon now.it could happen any day now.' Looked forever for a song: cheap drum machine, fuzz guitar : 'Lets have a war, it doesn't matter what we're fighting for.

Tell me why im waiting prod. hatemyself